Talking animals

This happens when men are tired of laughing at themselves.

What I have realized

When people hate you then you fight back, its fun and painful and you might enjoy it. But if you have taken too much anymore and you start ignoring your haters, it is there you will understand how they will hunger for a bit of your attention. So don't hate, or you'll end up becoming a follower. hahahaha. HAHAHAHA.

And here is the Filipina Queen of Poise and Social Healthiness, Ms. Tricia Santos, acknowledging my idea in a way that can't be outdone:

This was shared by a crazy friend who goes by the name Ayanne. The Ayanne
who would die for a group hug with the Eraserheads. The Ayanne na walang malay, the Ayanne
na ang tanging kasalanan lamang ay ang magmahal...

Matter of fact, I'm starting to like her.

I'm happy

I'm really happy even though I feel like I've been ran over by a hundred bulls then put into war. I'm dead (and) tired. We had to do the Charleston in PE and a backbreaking stretch of tango dancing ("Just in case the scholars don't get into science, they can dance their way from unemployment"). Our PE classes are proportional mixtures of fun and muscle fatigue. Only every after PE class do I feel the right to submerge myself in a pile of chocolate with an open mouth.

No vision just instinct. Thank you Dana for taking these pictures!

Contrary to the happy life I live now is my immediate past. I was depressed - but it took me less than 24 hours to get over months and months of sadness. If you have been extremely sad lately, just try out this simple method I have used on myself:

1. Realize using your whole being that you are blessed. If you think you are not blessed, you are wrong.

Click read more for the perfect soundtrack (with lyrics)!

Forcing happiness and rushing identity

No one can deny the fact that soon I will be in college so I really have to get over with the identity crisis and the unhappiness. Today, I forced happiness into my system. Its a tiring job but its better than just watching yourself rot away.

From now on, I will avoid all negative thoughts, all disbelief in myself, all my regrets and I will gorge upon whole truths which my friends will willingly help me realize such as I am loved and that I am capable.

Fate got me slots to the greatest universities in the Philippines, Ateneo, De La Salle, UP, UST, and even topped it all up with a scholarship from Southville Foreign University. That only means the world wants me to happy. God wants me to enjoy life and for the past weeks, I was only waiting to achieve higher states of decomposition ungratefully. There is really nothing logical to do now but to love my own life.

I am heavily blessed and my eyelids just need further distance from each other to see all that. And I will have to use my heart, as the fox has pointed out:

"...C'est seulement avec le cœur que l'on ne voit bien ce qui est essentiel est invisible pour l'œil. (It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.)"

-the fox, Le Petit Prince of Antoine de Saint-Exupéry 

Disgruntled

If there is one thing in life I would gladly forget, it would be having to deal with the future.

Way back before I was a graduating high school student, I was looking forward to be in college. I saw high school graduations as a point where all the roads are there, you choose the path you want and you go with it for the rest of your life. Period. I'll be graduating in less than 3 months and I am in a horrible state of not knowing what to do.

I certainly have good slots into the best universities in the Philippines, merci beaucoup to fate which has been on my side for a few weeks already, but still, I fear going into college. My parents and I certainly desire nothing but to add a Dr. to my name. I have been an aspiring physician since I got over my other dream which was to become a security guard and an astronaut at the same time.

Break out in private

I am a giant fan of being alone every once in a while and blasting good music, dancing according to whatever. Its therapy for the muscles and the mind. Here is a song to punch all the problems away to.

The worstestest

Its been weeks since my last post. I am very ashamed so I started looking for things worse than what I did. Look at what I found!







I'm sorry but you cannot 'unsee' what you have just seen. We can now forget about me forgetting blogging. Let us focus all our energies to this horror of an album cover. Have a good night everyone!

College

I just arrived home a few hours ago from Jakarta and Singapore. Last night, the results of the UPCAT were released and even before that, the DLSU Results were already hanging around the internet. What a rude introduction to a new year. :-(

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My results are actually good and I passed the courses I have been reasoning out as the ones most appropriate for me. I got in: 

DLSU: BS in Human Biology. Its the course that embodies a two-year premed and a four-year med proper schooling. 6 years and I can already be applying for residency! Wiii!

UP Los Banos: BS Biology. Way before dinosaurs, I was already planning on getting to Los Banos which will be a few hours drive from the hustle and bustle of Metro Manila. I am a sucker for temptation and I just might end up as a broke, prodigal son. I need to veer away from distractions (which includes opportunities) in the capital city to increase my chances of finishing college. UP-Los Banos, from what I heard from friends, will be more of a schooling paradise where you can walk around the campus, smiling with contentment (imagine!).

-Still waiting for the results of Ateneo and UST.
-I also passed Southville Foreign University(SFU) through a quiz bee which only adds up to my problem of decision-making. They have this amazing course and kitchen where I can study to become a chef! I always wanted to be a chef just like a child wants to become a dinosaur.

I'm really excited about getting into college because I would really enjoy having to concentrate on a topic as opposed to that in high school where in one period you talk about the molecular structure of bodily proteins, in another you talk about the marginal revenue and the elasticities of goods in the market. You get tired of the incoherences after a while.