Talking animals

This happens when men are tired of laughing at themselves.

What I have realized

When people hate you then you fight back, its fun and painful and you might enjoy it. But if you have taken too much anymore and you start ignoring your haters, it is there you will understand how they will hunger for a bit of your attention. So don't hate, or you'll end up becoming a follower. hahahaha. HAHAHAHA.

And here is the Filipina Queen of Poise and Social Healthiness, Ms. Tricia Santos, acknowledging my idea in a way that can't be outdone:

This was shared by a crazy friend who goes by the name Ayanne. The Ayanne
who would die for a group hug with the Eraserheads. The Ayanne na walang malay, the Ayanne
na ang tanging kasalanan lamang ay ang magmahal...

Matter of fact, I'm starting to like her.

I'm happy

I'm really happy even though I feel like I've been ran over by a hundred bulls then put into war. I'm dead (and) tired. We had to do the Charleston in PE and a backbreaking stretch of tango dancing ("Just in case the scholars don't get into science, they can dance their way from unemployment"). Our PE classes are proportional mixtures of fun and muscle fatigue. Only every after PE class do I feel the right to submerge myself in a pile of chocolate with an open mouth.

No vision just instinct. Thank you Dana for taking these pictures!

Contrary to the happy life I live now is my immediate past. I was depressed - but it took me less than 24 hours to get over months and months of sadness. If you have been extremely sad lately, just try out this simple method I have used on myself:

1. Realize using your whole being that you are blessed. If you think you are not blessed, you are wrong.

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Forcing happiness and rushing identity

No one can deny the fact that soon I will be in college so I really have to get over with the identity crisis and the unhappiness. Today, I forced happiness into my system. Its a tiring job but its better than just watching yourself rot away.

From now on, I will avoid all negative thoughts, all disbelief in myself, all my regrets and I will gorge upon whole truths which my friends will willingly help me realize such as I am loved and that I am capable.

Fate got me slots to the greatest universities in the Philippines, Ateneo, De La Salle, UP, UST, and even topped it all up with a scholarship from Southville Foreign University. That only means the world wants me to happy. God wants me to enjoy life and for the past weeks, I was only waiting to achieve higher states of decomposition ungratefully. There is really nothing logical to do now but to love my own life.

I am heavily blessed and my eyelids just need further distance from each other to see all that. And I will have to use my heart, as the fox has pointed out:

"...C'est seulement avec le cœur que l'on ne voit bien ce qui est essentiel est invisible pour l'œil. (It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.)"

-the fox, Le Petit Prince of Antoine de Saint-Exupéry